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questions that i would like a viable answer to:

is it possible to be on a sleep high?

what does water intoxication feel like?

why are dead bodies so creepy to people?

what causes hiv to initiate aids?

what about molecules gives them their color?

why is red a symbol of love?

what turns on genes?

how does dna work?

is the difference between life and organized chemical reactions tangible, or spiritual?

how would the existence of multiple dimensions affect my view of God?

which is more pertinent: being a missionary or supporting one?

is universal health care wrong?

how do enzymes work?

are natural cures better than synthetic cures?

what makes colors match?

delta force

\"pray ye therefore\" matthew 9.38

i still live

it is raining outside. some would complain, but i, however, like it. there is just something about being in a quiet dimly-lit coffee house and hearing the pitter-patter of rain. unfortunately, i don’t currently have all of those adjectives. at this moment i am in a not quite silent bright coffee house, and i can’t hear the pitter patter. hopefully though, i will make latte donatte my home later today.

i am at an interesting point in my life. in some areas i want to move forward with all rapidity. yet, i am scared to do so. chilled to the bone by the thought of it. i am glad that i am not where i was. i am content. i wish i could jump into the future, but i know that there is a reason for my current position.

discipline, that is what i need. i need to keep my head out of the clouds. my existence is worthless, yet it can glorify. it needs to do so. away from much speaking, into much action.

matthew 6.7 “and when you pray, do not heap up empty phrases as the gentiles do, for they think that they will be heard for their many words.” (esv)

sparrows

why do i feel discourged?
why do the shadows come?
and why does my heart feel lonely
and long for heaven and home?
when Jesus is my portion
a constant friend is He!
His eye is on the sparrow
and i know He watches me.

so i sing because i’m happy,
and i sing because i’m free.
His eye is on the sparrow
and i know He watches me.

whenever i am tempted
whenever clouds arise
when songs give place to sighing
when hope within me dies
i draw the closer to Him.
from care He sets me free.
His eye is on the sparrow
and i know He watches me.
His eye is on the sparrow
and i know He watches me.

author- civilla d. martin

spring break

i have been absent from my blog for much too long. life has been so much fun, but fun comes with responsibility. spring break was pretty much one of (if not the) coolest times in my life. i spent it in minnesota. not just anywhere in minnesota mind you, i stayed with the anderson family. i have to say that the bed i slept on was one of the most comfortable beds i have ever slept on. to say that i went to minnesota to stay at the anderson’s would be a bit deceiving though, since i spent all of my waking hours with a certain nielsen family member. the nielsen family was definitely nice. i came ready to expect anything, but was much impressed.
i went to the mall of america for the first and second time ever. i rode on two rides which were pretty cool for an indoor amusement park. the chinese food was pretty much amazing.
the church she goes to was nice as well. quite a bit larger than my home church, but the people were friendly. i attended a college age activity where they played wii and nes. i was definitely impressed with the wii, however watching nes was awesome. they had a controller mat on which you stand that they played track and field on. iv’e never seen someone run 100m that fast.
the wednesday night service was a bit interesting. i just so happened to be attending in the middle of a “why we use the king james Bible” series.
all in all though my trip was very beneficial. i learned a lot and had a time of fun and relaxation.

fundamentalism

today is the second day of maranatha’s conference on baptist fundamentalism. the question arises: “where do i stand in fundamentalism?” dr. burggraff presented three distinct sects of fundamentalism that matthew hoskinson has outlined in his recent article “a christian fundamentalist travel guide.”

-the first sect, coined “old-time fundamentalists,” are stuck in the ’80’s and hold to a kjvo standpoint. count me out.

- the second sect, “traditional fudamentalists,” as there name implies they seemed to be more concerned with the forefathers of the movement and the standards there forefathers created than with the bible itself. at least that is how it seems to me.they seem to be more legalistic (take note of the -ic, i didn’t call them legalists). it seems that precedents in personal conduct seem to be the rule of the day in this sect.

- the third sect, “historic fundamentalism,” has many of the views of the original fundamentalists. they have an appreciation for traditional fundamentalists, and an appreciation for right-wing evangelicals. most of those who hold this view seem to be in the younger generation: college students, generation y, etc.

 i need to study this more. from the information that has been given me thus far i think that i line up most with the third group. comments anyone?

adhd

ramble

i sit here telling myself that i need to post something. i need to make an addition to this black hole. there are so many things that i could talk about. there are so many things i won’t talk about: i am sick of hearing about global warming (global cooling: its happening); i am sick of hearing about politics. so, i will not write on those.

in sunday school today, it was kind of open forum. the lesson was on the beatitudes, and pastor albert had posed the question of what the proper balance should be between justice and mercy. what followed next i find a bit interesting. 90% of comments made had to do with the united states legal system, most of which started “if i were on a jury . . . .” this troubles me. when we deal with a balance of justice and mercy, why don’t we think of “real life” cases? i mean yes, there are lots of court cases, but i sure do not spend every other day on a jury.

this application of mercy seems to be indicative of much of christianity. many a person can judge situations of a drunk driver killing someone, but what about when our acquaintances do something that bothers us? what about when our fellow-laborers fall: where is our balance of justice and mercy then? if we do not examine this concept beforehand, we will not react correctly in the heat of the moment. we need to stop with our third person applications of Biblical teaching and be convicted for a change in both aspects of the phrase.

dispositions 1.2

a man walking down a long corridor. the sound of his footwear striking the laquered hardwood floor echoes far off in the distance. it is a dull place, for the walls display a well-worn cream color, and lighting is scarce. doors line the hallway on either side at about three meters apart. this man decidedly sees none of it.

his eyes travel in apparent random as he maintains nonfocus on any object in particular. his steady gate is interrupted only by the occasional creaking of the brittle flooring. he momentarily pauses half a meter from the wall on the right side. about a meter from one of the doors he examines an insignia on the wall. not of profesional making, but a careful form of graffiti. whole-heartedly assymetrical lines and shapes in a jumble that almost looks scribbled out. he takes note of each of this drawing’s parts. after finding what he was looking for, he takes one step back, turns ninety degrees to the right, and proceeds directly back to the place of his origin.

the elevator shaft, a small hole in which enables his enterance; he ascends. there is a certain dampness that makes the cool air friendly to his goal. this is the life.

emerging back into the night air he continues with his decided gate down the sidewalk. the dirty street lamps shine a glow on a limited area, leaving much darkness in between. a car passes and with it the sound of rubber against freshly- fallen rain. he lives in a split life, one of silence, the other of light. he walks most of the night in his black trenchcoat with his collar up blocking out the mist that continues to fall.

his mind remains active as he tries to piece together the puzzle that lay before him. all of the things he has seen in the past few years have placed him in such a state of confusion as to drive the average man to the asylum. now as he looks at his younger protege’ across the table, he wonders what it must be like to be from a broken home. this eleven year old boy has had no one to give him an example of how to live. no one has taught him to play games. no one has provided an adequate environment for this boy to develop; that is, no one until now.

as they finish the puzzle, their conversation wanders to plans after this activity. many other of the “big brothers” in the group are planning to head to a pizza place. however, tom decides that taking elejandro out to a local burger and ice cream shop would be more beneficial. it is a bright and sunny afternoon. they agree on walking since it so beautiful outside. unknown to tom, of course, there happens to be a sports park between the big brothers activity center and elaine’s sandwich utopia.

tom directs their path into jerry’s sports arena. he watches as elejandro surveys the area. so much to do! this was a place elejandro had only dreamed of attending. it displayed a minigolf course and lunar basketball, offered batting cages and a sand dune buggy track. but, the one thing he wanted to do, what he had always dreamed of, was to drive on the go-cart track.

it was a mile long track that twisted over a hill, through a tunnel; it was indoors, outdoors; and that was only what he could see from the street.

 to be continued . . .

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